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When Your EX visits you at home
BY: ERIN KAYE M PALMOS
What would you feel when you just woke up 12:30 pm and see your ex waiting in the living room for you? AWKWARD huh? so yeah. He still brought a bucket of chicken for lunch, just because he knows that you don’t eat that much after your break up 3 months ago. Well you see, If you don’t have a boyfriend, nobody will force you to eat and gets mad when you don’t. so yeah, who cares when you lost weight? it is a good thing right?
Sitting right next to your ex during lunch was really awkward plus your mom is with you eating lunch too. SUPER AWKWARD when your ex still acts like you guys are together. talks to you sweetly, touches your back and etc. It is so confusing on how you would tell your ex to act like JUST FRIENDS, of course you don’t want to hurt him.
Seeing him like how you wouldn’t expect him to look like, was too hard. Really hard. Sometimes you will get to think that if is it your fault why he has baggy eyes, long hair and a sad face behind his every smile. It was very difficult to deal with your ex when you know he is still not over you and still wants you back. Sometimes you still feel the pressure of having a boyfriend all because he still acts like you are together.
You love him, yes you do. But it is better to love yourself more. When you were together, don’t get to do things for yourself because all you think was for your boyfriend. You always have to comply with your boyfriend and so you don’t have the time for yourself. You did all things to make him happy, and it was all out of LOVE. This is the only time you can be free and be yourself for yourself alone. This situation will not only help yourself but also to your ex, because your ex needs to learn how to stand in his own feet alone. He needs to learn that his world does not revolve on you. This way you both can learn how to love yourself more than you love other people.
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